I am too autistic and mentally unstable I’m genuinely a. ess, constantly having childish autistic meltdowns like a 10 year old, maybe I should just ugh, I think about leaving this place but it hurts my soul bc I don’t wanna leave but I don’t wanna stay either bc I’m constantly pissing everyone off and I’m kind of tired of how depressing it can get here bc it sometimes causes me to hate myself more, (its not to the level of the board tho, the board made me hate my skin tone and made me spiral into genuinely planning out a suicide pact)