i lost my job and now i gotta apply using my deadname and on top of that my partner is upset becs ive been distant for a while but it’s just because im so fucking stressed out i barely feel human at all… i should be able to cope better but my dysphoria is just getting worse day by day and im lowk going to lose it. too much pain. i am losing the tiny bits of myself i had reclaimed. i am being buried alive again. the world will never know me, and i will never know it.