LIfe would be so much simpler if being lateshit was a guarantee to be a hon for life. Then atleast I would have nothing to look forward to. No need to set myself up for disappointment.
But because a rare minority of them exist, I have to spend the early days of my transition deluding myself if I can be one of the few lucky lateshits who end up making it 😔
same, i just try to cope by thinking ill pass eventually and hrt still will do stuff after years