Like the more I remember the ways my mom failed me, the less I actually care about what my death would do to her wellbeing. I think I’m starting to lose something important.
Why don’t any of you take your lives? What keeps you grounded?
For me I thought I’ll stick around until things get even worse. They got better instead and I ended up in a relationship too. As long as she wants me to I’ll stick around and help her instead of offing myself.
4 me its bc im 2 weak and indecisive 2 make any kind of permanent decision, same reason i didnt transition as early as i couldve
NothingTbh, pretty Sure . if i Had the Means 2 Do it , i Would’ve Been Dead at Least, Once Every Single Day since i Was Like, 16 Lol . i’m Just 2Depressed 2Obtain the Means 2 do it so i Rot Away Idk, Life Rocks
