My appointment is next week, but I don’t know if I can last that long. I feel sometimes like I am suffering ten million times more than the people around me for nothing. I was lectured about my gatekeeping rhetoric today for suggesting to a rich white trans man that HRT is good, actually. He doesn’t believe that you need any of that stuff to pass or be happy. and called me a boot-licking believer of colonial ideas. I can’t believe people like can exist. So little suffering and worry. Everybody just breezes through life. Maybe I’m just envious. How am I and this man both be called trans? I don’t think I have any male privilege. I don’t know. I’m so tired of being called cruel names for being dysphoric. These people pretend that they are the minority and that us dysphorics are actually oppressing them with our medical rhetoric and fascist beliefs. I know that’s mean. Being in pain makes me mean, and the degrading of my mental state. I wanted to punch him, which is a mean thought. very mean…
I understand having only partial dysphoria but this person clearly overstepping and being a fuck, he doesn’t understand a single shit about dysphoria and dares to call u those stuff because u tried to help.
And the fact that he wants to be a part of our community without understanding dysphoria is just insulting, it killed so many people and there’s this fuck who tells u that u r bad because u telling him about hrt or whatever.
That’s why we need to use transexual, and only those who wants to change and changes their body is transexual, that way people like him can call themselves trans all they want