Went to a fancy restaurant near campus with pass-moid. It was a nice drive. Him and his boyfriend are very in love, and that’s sweet to see. I brought a gift basket full of gifts. Cultural thing. hand-made treats. Carved jewelry. some flowers. that kind of thing. I meet my date, pass-moid is over the moon to introduce his friend. White trans girl. She’s a bit awkward but super sweet and clearly trying her best. We enjoy the three courses and dessert. she goes to the same uni as me. She really liked the gifts. She’s a bit insecure, but I brighten her up with some genuine compliments. She brightens me up too. I think I’ll take her out on another date. I’m always worried about seeming rape-y or scary because of my height. Oddly enough, it makes me feel like the one scared of everybody. I wasn’t scared to go out today for the first time in a long time. I’m going to draw her and write her some letters. I feel like somebody for the first time in a long time.