im a cis man who made friends with trannies and became a tranny to fit in out of fesr of tejection. all my dydphoria is just because im not taking part in thi gs like my trans friends are. not taking hrt, not being gendered female etc, its all purely social. this explains why i as a cis man cry about not being trans when all real trans people would vastly prefer to be cis
kinda like how your dysphoria is forcing u to transition. i wonder if theres something to that
ah but im not transitioning hence its not dysphoria
u should troon itd be a good bit
i tried it but im so cis that the universe corrected itself and detransdd me through exterior forces
u should do it again. i think itd be good for you :)