Let’s just accept this life will never be good, and the faster I rip this trans degenerate delusion out of my mind the happier I will be. There is a reason why like trannies are hated in 99% of countries and cultures worldwide. Maybe WE are in the wrong.

Even if I move out, even if… everything goes well in my immature adventuristic affairs, I will still feel like shit. like 99% of tranners. Is it even worth it?

It’s not, but there is not a cure made to cure this disease out of someone’s mind. You either rep and stay unhappy or troon out and feel marginally less unhappy (or even more depending on some factors, like whether you pass, semi pass or are a hon, or have no access to surgeries you desire… etc.) only if you manage to brainwash yourself so much with a religion or cult and convince yourself to stay cis I suppose… maybe I should do that.