imagine telling a cissoid that you are forced to cut & stab yourself weekly in specific ways or else some man will come and murder you.

But if you tell anyone, they will send “help” who will just take away the tools you use to keep the man away. leaving you defenceless so he just comes and murders you anyway

i don’t want to die. i only keep taking putting up with this torture cuz i know if i dont at least try to be a woman, ill kms and die male