Women are so amazing… I’d love to be with another mtf and love each other and stuff… Hug her, laugh with her, I would cook for her, work for her, I’d massage her when I come home, and she would me… I’d feel so safe with her and the connection would be perfect…

Men are scary and dangerous and I never feel at peace when around them… There is just something wrong with them. The male mind is so wrong and aggressive in a specific way, even when they’re not angry or anything even their love and affection feels aggressive.

I was attracted to women prehrt but not anymore. So sad that betrayal comes from within me… The whole world is against me and at least in my mind I was free, but now I will never be free because I am still dependant on men in my brain.

Yearning for a man’s love feels pleasant and disgusting at the same time. Having a man whom I have a genuine connection with touch me would probably feel good but I’d instantly feel violated, with a anxious and disgusting aftertaste that I will never be able to wash off… Nature is so cruel :(