i waa reading about that newish hacking ai, the one by the same makers of claude.
and the damage that could do the economy and just general civilisation is sickening
if the world cannot free itself and i can not free it i must remove myself from it
i need to learn to make that sacrifice of total removal of the harness of society and move to a life that can sustain me
i will wander the world, i saw a video of a raccoon following tourists begging for food-then sun bathing under a water fall
raccoons are my favourite animal and im going to be like that raccoon
get a boat and wander where ever i can go, idk how I’ll fund myself, perhaps light fingers and kind hearted strangers, maybe I’ll make little documentarys on where i go, about the people that live there or the history
maybe I’ll find what i cant find in current life in the waves and the storms of the deep atlantic.
maybe I’ll overestimate myself and sink. but is that really such a terrible fate
maybe u need to reject those modern conveniences, give up random 30 minute hot showers and a dish washer
bath from a bucket under the setting sun in the sea lakes of alaska
has modernity made me weak, has convenience made me content with modernity
is my struggle to fit into wider society a sign of this or am i weak
do i need to get over myself and just become content with a 9 to 5 for the next 50 years
i couldn’t even deal with highschool, maybe i need to do what i feel is right or I’ll die trying to fit into to something that will suffocate me