I can’t use my native language, like I can’t think in it. I think I can speak it tho, not sure
It’s actually trippy. I don’t think it’s that bad, when I’ll need to speak to someone I think I’ll be able to do it I’ll see
No not stroke, face symmetrical and I can form sentences as u can see
Stupid fucking Americans
Americans are dumb but even they aren’t dumb enough to come up with the English language
blimey innit whut ‘ave yeu got agins’ the ingerish language mate
What I’m saying is blame the brits
Damn I just was able to write down this symptom in Russian so I can tell it to my psychiatrist but I still can’t think in it, waow
Okay ig it’s harder to pretend I’m a healthy individual now because I myself a little scared
That’s really odd honestly, I don’t know how that works. Maybe just because of overexposure to English from seeing/reading/typing it online to the point that it’s kinda overwritten your internal dialogue??? Idk I hope it’s not a sign of anything more serious than dissociation
One part of me that is observing myself and takes care of myself knows Russian and Ukrainian, me rn another part who doesn’t, and social part probably knows too but I’m kinda scared to leave the room. That fits pretty well I think and explains everything