its bad. i want to starve so much. id look so much better at 120lbs rather than 137lbs. i was 140lbs for so long everytime i weighed myself but today i had dropped a few pounds without even trying. itd be so easy. maybe i could actually be skinny then
ive already done it before. its how i lost weight the first time. it would just be going back to familiar territory unfortunately
Yeah that’s how it escalates, it doesn’t happen fast, u just slowly push further and further and don’t even notice until it’s too bad