i want to kind of. idk, theres somethings id miss from E but im not a woman. i dont feel like one. i want to be a man. but i also feel like ive ruined any shot i have at being one.

im so fucking retarded. i cant believe i psyoped myself this hard. i need to kms. ruined my life for nothing award!!!

  • pleasantaftertastes
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    2 days ago

    Like is this because you actually want to detroon or is it because you think you have no chance of passing. Like, realistically your breasts would get smaller and you could even still partially moid out on a better SERM and agonist duo.

    • UnfortunatelyAlexOP
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      2 days ago

      idk, both? id rather be a man than an unpassing troon and this stupid limbo of positive androgyny im stuck in legitimately makes me want to kill myself.

      i dont even like the female fat distribution ive gotten really. i probably wouldve just been happy getting laser for my body hair and stuff and leaving it at that

      • pleasantaftertastes
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        2 days ago

        Well, if you actually want to be a man be a man. But if you genuinely want to troon just do a serm and agonist to avoid the moid-iest parts of moiddom