there were 4 girls that ik had crushes on me in highschool. one played minecraft with me alllll the time and was like. insistent this one time i put my fingerprint in her phone app to be able to unlock her phone. and i was like. why. why do you want me to do that. but she was insistent. was interesting. she always had this beautiful waterfall hairstyle that i wish i could pull off. the second was really rich and pretty and i remember once her friend came up to me and asked me if i was into her and i said ‘not platonically’ bc i thought platonically meant the inverse of what it does. i shared one of my poems with her before i was any good. the third i was actually super close with. she was a commie theyfab and we sat next to each other in every class and talked all the time. she asked me out to prom, i said no, and she asked me again but like as friends. was crazy. and then the last one also asked me to prom. we still talk occasionally. shes nice, another theyfab. when i was in theater she always stopped by to help with set design. she was one of the first i came out to. kinda interesting.