Specifically this interaction, which prompted the “do you want me to leave forever?” post.
I didn’t check your profile or anything or realize who you were or what posts were tied to your account when I said what I said. Now I have and I realized you’re probably just an advanced sort of repper of some variety, and honestly it’s not good practice for me to really ever assume that somebody who found their way onto here and bothered to make an account and is calling themselves a cisoid is an actual cisoid. I’m usually better at being conscientious of that but I slipped up. I think I interpreted your comments with the complete wrong tone, which I often struggle with… genuinely thinking you had actually triumphed the tranny thoughts, and that not being a man and being cis was good news and true news, y’know? I didn’t read any complicated feelings into anything like a retard, so I thought “cool, as celebration you can stop thinking about the kinds of trans things you only see on the most miserable cesspits of the internet, go live your life!”. Yeah, nah, that was tone deaf of me. I’m an actual retard. I’m sorry. You’re very much welcome here. Even if you’re an actual kikomi or whatever it is you suspect you are.
It’s okay. You were right. I don’t know what response other than this I expect when I keep saying “im cis”. I’m really not an advanced repper or anything. I meant it when I said it, I am really cis. I knew I was faketrans from the start but I kept denying it. I just stopped believing I can be a man recently and now I keep saying I’m cis everywhere to see if that makes me feel better. And it was right for you to tell me to leave, this place is not for me.
Well I genuinely hope all of what you’re saying is true and you’re not gigarepping, and that whatever it is that you’re missing in life, whatever void you may feel in your life that made you feel trans… I hope it can all be resolved in a healthy way and you can find community.
If you’re like actually cis but you’ve found some people you like here and you don’t want to leave them, you don’t have to lose touch if you don’t want to. Friendship is important, and while this website may be for trannies it doesn’t mean our DM’s on Discord, Signal, Matrix or whatever have to be. If this is goodbye then goodbye and I wish you well. Take care.
