It is impossible to talk to people. I don’t know how. I will be stuck alone for the rest of my life because of something I can’t control.

I want to not be alone anymore. I want to be happy.

  • soullessPieceOfMeat
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    1 month ago

    same, everyone hates me cause I can’t quite figure social norms automatically like they do

    I walk weird, I talk weird, I articulate weird, I can’t control any of that, but it’s seen as aberrant

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    1 month ago

    yeah :( i feel like being robbed of so many human connections makes a rough situation so much worse. i try my best but i really dont know what to do

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    1 month ago

    same. i keep fucking up all my relationships because of it

  • SamanthaSpino
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    1 month ago

    Same… I have ADHD too just to make my life even more difficult and unbearable. If I never met my wife I probably would’ve killed myself in university after a year from trying to juggle just surviving with my studies, interacting with people/being normal and trying to hold a job

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    1 month ago

    yeah. I permanently feel 10+ years behind my peers as far as social skills go. I learned a lot through brute force trial and error over my 20s but I’m still blatantly autistic and awkward, but there’s groups of people that are okay with it out there.