I know it hurts. I’m sorry. I felt a similar way when I was hondosed but still saw far too much growth to even look in the mirror. I get it, and I’m here for you. I hope the gym brings you a little solace, even if it’s small gains.

Reading your posts is always so painful, it’s like a double whammy of pain. I get the jealousy cause this theymab actually had changes on E and is a passoid, apparently, but also because it’s terrifying. I can’t imagine how it must feel to transition one way and then regret it ;(

I’m so sorry sammy =(