i don’t care.

i hate being trans. i hate my body. more than anything in the world i wish i was a cis woman. this is exclusively negative and i am 0% proud of it.

THIS IS A CURSE

in the same way a person who loses an arm in a horrific accident feels loss and knows their arm is supposed to be there, i know every single little change that has been done to my body since i was 11 years old isn’t supposed to have happened. down to the size of my feet.

i am not even “trans”. i don’t identify with that label or recognize it as something that describes me.

i am a transsex intersex woman and a biological woman and i suffer from neurological sex incongruence.