It’s not like I couldn’t recall one spot or something, I don’t remember hanging out w her that time at all, I don’t have approximate number of hang outs w that person, etc. like we came to some random spot and I was supposedly there, and the spot is pretty unique
Low-key have a brain tumor or early onset dementia, I also told her a story I don’t remember telling her and yeah it’s true story that happened to me but I don’t remember telling that
Do I really need to go to a psychiatrist??? I don’t wanna…


enough disassociation genuinely fries your shit. FRIES your shit. see a doctor for the tumor thing, and then maybe a psychiatrist.
I mean I doubt it’s tumor, it’s been like that all my life, I just still don’t fully believe that my memory isn’t normal, I’m just observing and gathering info… cannot tell what wrong until I know it’s wrong. Like forgetting something like that after 4 months of not going out a lot seems just absolutely normal