if you actually wanna do this go look around diy resources, somewhere theres bound to be a link for an actual recipe, i had a youtube video somewhere too but cba to find it rn. cooking from raws is really appealing for diy, i make my own estrogel for example, but sourcing them is kinda painful if you arent used to it. also you might need like, the slightest bit of technical/lab skills to perform the recipes, especially the suppository ones because they involve working with heat