Not putting it in dreamtttt because I don’t want to. Last night part of my dream I remembered was when I was showering and wahsing my genitals, I noticed that my penis had grown to ridiculous langeths. Despite this, I didn’t feel despair or bad at all, in fact I thought it was pretty cool. This distresses me quite a lot.

I’ve always believed that dreams, while not prophetic, can give us a glimpse into our truest selves and attitudes straight from our subconscious mind, unbothered by our conscious rationalizations. For example, look at the various stress dreams that I had as a teenager about masculinisation and the effects of androgenic puberty. But this one clearly shows that deep down I don’t have problems with my genitals. And its not a one off ive never suffered from significant genital dysphoria, only mild stuff and euphoria when tucking. Idk I think this shows a malebrained inner mi d that i do not like.