this shit is so life-ruining it’s unbelievable. i lost so much fucking time because of it, so much shit i should have done but didnt because i can’t focus on anything even on things i want to do god i’m so fucking useless. ritalin doesn’t even fucking work at all for me and aderall is ilegal in my country hahahahhaahha this shit is the reason i will die without having ever made anything of value.

it’s so fucking funny how everything in my life is harder all of the time forever because i just got insanely bad luck at birth hahahahahahha i want to die