This might be the most boring blog yet though that’s not much of an achievement considering it’s also the second one. I did practically nothing today. I mean I played some games and spent way too much time on my phone but nothing that actually felt useful.

I’ve started to notice a pattern, whenever I’m home alone, my mind kind of spirals. I get really dysphoric and my thoughts go to a bad place. I think it has something to do with how noisy it usually is when my parents are home, there’s always chatter, TVs running, some kind of background noise. When they’re gone it’s just quiet. And there’s nothing to drown out my thoughts. I like the quiet in theory but not everything that comes with it. I don’t like where my mind goes when I’m left alone with it.

I felt pretty awful and dysphoric for most of the day. I took a shower, which helped a little, and now I’m mostly just trying not to overthink everything. Maybe I’ll draw something later or look into commissions I could really use the cash.

That’s it for today’s blog. I’ve decided I’m going to end each post with a question just to make things a bit more interactive:

What’s your favorite Pokémon?