hmm nope, ffs was recent. it was adjusting my mindset and worldview. I did have some surgeries before that but I mean I was still suicidal after them to varying degrees. sure being trans sucked and still sucks often, but the majority of my suicidality was not trans related
Holy fuck… That’s possible?
yeah! it took me awhile to get here but I haven’t had suicidal thoughts in over two years
Is it only possible after ffs or whatever u had?
hmm nope, ffs was recent. it was adjusting my mindset and worldview. I did have some surgeries before that but I mean I was still suicidal after them to varying degrees. sure being trans sucked and still sucks often, but the majority of my suicidality was not trans related
What if my suicidality is trans related? I lowkey wanna find any reason to just give up
never give up. I find the trans stuff gets easier to cope with over time. but if you ruminate over it all day it kinda hurts