because no matter how badly i want to get over you and finally move on with my life i just cant. the retarded part of my brain is like “oh maybe she feels the same way!” but i know FULL well im not in your heart, your true love is clearly not me. in fact you never loved me in the first place i know full well now. you just used me for attention or when you were bored soo… im sorry i clearly caused you a lot of pain. lets just move on from this like nothing happened