This post has upsetting things… skip if they are upsetting to read… I have all the photos on my phone… I have a photo I took the morning after I was raped when I was 17… its a photo of a drum kit… at a music store… I have photos of blood all over my room from cutting and there is blood stained towels on my filthy floor… and a photo of my arm immediately after carving whore into it and its still bleeding… a photo of me outside smiling after I spent alot of time getting dressed and ready before spending a night getting sexually harassed… I still have all these photos and I will not delete them… they upset me thats why I keep them… I want to be scared of these photos…