i dont have the body for it really. at least, i dont feel like i do. objectively im skinny, but when i look at my silhouette the shape just feels wrong. bones are too wide. ribcage and pelvis. im chasing a body ill never have i think, and that cant be healthy.
swallow the gymmax pill, wont make you a twink but its probably the next best thing
its definitely what i need/want to do. just need to find the motivation amd energy to actually do it