immediate first response is “but but you’re a tranny and that’s aaaaalways hard for people so you have an explanation”
but i’m talking relative to them, like there’s people who are trannies but are also super good at like x y or z, or they have skills “oh i can play this instrument, oh i can draw, oh i can create this”, or they have super complicated hobbies “oh i do this thing as a pastime, oh i know how to do that”, and some of these people do this shit while like younger than me too! and i’m not even that old!
i remember seeing somewhere that being a tranny means suffering (well duh) but that means that you learn from the suffering and then do great things, well then what the fuck happened to me? did i not suffer enough (probably)? is it because im just inherently a useless person outside of the 0.1% roll?
i have the mental capabilities and interests of a 14 year old boy despite being a 19 year old manmoder like wtf
u just need to think of wtv the hobby is as a coping mechanism instead of some fun thing, like the only reason i play the guitar is bc the feeling of my fingertips going to shreds is better than sh and requires me to focus on smth other than being a troon
but you still have a hobby which involves either a skill or creation of some kind, that makes you more human than me objectively speaking
every extra thing a person does or is adds a dimension to who they are, i lack them all
although i do see how the motive behind it does matter how it should be perceived yeah