you ever like fall in love with someone so badly youd sacrifice everything to be with them yet this person doesnt love you even the tiniest amount and never will. ive come to terms with it yet my heart still weeps for them, love spills out from the cracks in my ribcage. i dont know what to do with my life, every night i cry about it is fighting games the next best thing for me, it wont fill the hole in my heart for them but it might fulfil me just enough. i need help. i cant move on. shes asleep so she wont see this thank god, i just need to get this off my chest for fucks sake.
yeah zone
i wish i never met her. i wish i never knew what it was like to want her
I hate it I hate so much I’d rather die 10 times than feel it again
Yeah it’s awful. I doubt I can keep going on much longer like this, so I’ll probably just have to try dating apps and dump my feelings on someone else there instead whenever I get the time for it. Idk if that would even work tho, like I’ve liked him for ages and been friends with him even longer so would I even be able to replace that that easily? Idk.
