cross-posted from: https://tranistan.com/post/23496

Because I’m an utilitarian autist above all else, before i was birthed i chose to be born as a male. All the privilege and strength mmmhm, tasty. Why would i be born as a foid instead??? I’ve a female soul though. Soulpass all the way. I don’t even need to castrate myself hormonally or some other way. Wait. Hm. I have an idea, well, that’s for another post. Heheh. Anyway, yeah. A small part inside me will always curse my decision back then. Well i thought i’d be glad, and I’m glad but i feel uncomfortable. Weird. Weird. I don’t like this. I very much despise this. But i like it too. It proves to me that I’m myself, not the body i was born in. AND I’M A WOMAN. YESSSSSSSS.YESYESYESYESSSSS.

save for the fact I’ll live a life of misery if i troon out… Go against nature, nature will correct you…

Picrel is me but in the opposite way 😂😂😝 HON I WAS A WOMAN, IT WAS A PHASE, THE WOMAN ISN’T HERE, LONG LIVE THE MAN.