I’ll never get to CHOOSE to have children I just can’t. I never will because I’m physically incapable of it. I don’t even want kids but the fact that I can never change my mind on that or just decide to have them just hurts so fucking much. Sometimes I just wish I could have my own baby I guess…
No, because I’m scared of losing fertility and irreversably fucking myself up. I looked at a few studies and they looked very dire 😭, I’ve got a small stockpile ready to start it though…