why didn’t I just go and try to get hrt?

why didn’t i lock in and get a job so i could afford diy?

why didn’t i research everything i could about diy?

why didn’t i seek diy on my own?

why did i have to be so scared of MAGAtards when I live in a blue state?

why did i have to rep those 4 years away?

why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why?

if only i started hrt in 2021/2022… if only… why am I here asking “if only?” I shouldn’t be here, asking that…