Like friends that just genuinely want the worst for me, coax me into maladaptive behaviour, encourage suicide. I hate being with “supportive” people that won’t ever lift a finger to help me like my brother. He tells me he feels bad for me when my parents beat me but he won’t help me find a place to live despite making a six figure salary. I wanna die :/ theres no way out of this mess… I’m sick of being a burden to everyone I talk to, I’m dead weight and stupid…