like, idk. i was reading fanfiction long before i trooned out. i was reading fanfiction before i even had troon thoughts.
i wrote some really shitty fanfiction when i was like 11 or 12 or something and i only remember that because a couple years ago a bot left a comment on something and i got an email.
but i also definitely act malebrained. i dont actually care about any of this stuff, its just true. i brute forced learned how to socialize like the guys around me. just hiding all the stuff i actually liked to avoid getting bullied and called a faggot. and thats sort of become ingrained in me.
like, my current personality is a mix of the sensitive loser who got bullied in middle school with the normal guy i learned to be high school. and it definitely feels like most people who do actually care about this stuff, would say im malebrained probably
its certainly not conventional heterosexual male brained. its at minimum faggot behaviour. on the other hand its not like every woman or homo reads this stuff just a certain section of the english speaking internet.
ah, thats what it is. terminally online lonely westoid loser brained. that feels more accurate