idk it sucks they can’t rely on me but i am so exhausted. i cannot find joy in anything anymore. this sucks so much. i can’t even leave the house anymore. i still take care of the house. i clean. i take care of myself. but i can’t even prepare their birthday. i procastinate by playing videogames. i am such a fraud. i cannot do more. life sucks.

  • pleasantaftertastes
    link
    fedilink
    arrow-up
    2
    ·
    5 days ago

    it’s not evil to be depressed. you still care about the event, and I’m sure they care about you and understand your situation.

  • MsYashM
    link
    fedilink
    arrow-up
    1
    ·
    5 days ago

    no you’re not evil, you’re depressed