I’ve only ever been “out with the girlies” once ever. and it was bc I was with my gf and nobody saw me as a girl. I didn’t have prom because I was in bed, I didn’t do silly things and take selfies. I didn’t have sleepovers with anyone except my little cousin. and I didn’t have a girls night out. maybe I could of experienced those if school didn’t completely wreck my self image, and mental health. I want to not waste my adult years in bed too but I don’t want to leave. I have nobody to do stuff IRL with and I’m too scared to go out alone