I want to have sex but during the sex i remember anal lowkey fucking hurts and also doesn’t really feel all that good, the good part is just being fucked not actually how it feels. but more just like idek how to explain this basically meta attraction slop. and then also just the idea of the only thing i have that he can fuck being an asshole is so fucking gross. you also have to use so much fucking lube and it smells nasty and gets everywhere ugh. i get so dysphoric after we do it every time but i don’t want to make him sad so i don’t say anything idk. i wish i had a vagina fml.