wtf i come on here to scroll for the first time in like 3 weeks and i see my own name from a poster i dont recognize lawl
im better. i’m taking some time to focus on myself and staying healthier (gym, losing weight, etc) i also want to dedicate myself more to the beauty of the real world (i still watch those sunsets every day) i crash out still, it’s not pretty when it happens but i’m working on it and that’s all we can ever do.
i’ve gotten a little more into film and me and my boss-turned-friend are making a con language out of music and i’ve been having alot of fun figuring that out. finishing re-modeling my apartment (i just ordered the last piece of furniture i’ll need). I upped my estrogen dose and it made me less interested in dating which i’m much happier with.
my friend from HS and i got into tomadochi life and it got us back closer together, i really value him as a friend.
trying to learn to relax and be bored. i think i’m getting there, i could sit by the window for hours now.
how are you? also who r u lol
that all sounds lovely and i’m super happy for you! :)
i’m doing worse than i was last we spoke, but i’m still hanging in there for now. i’m averaging half a meal per day. i don’t go to classes anymore. i don’t exercise. etc. but i’ve made some progress on personal projects of mine. i’m working more on my math problem. i’m actually nearing completion on my dictionary of the dead language i’ve been studying. i’ve been writing a little bit of poetry again, though nowhere near as often as i used to. my parents are separating in a month, so that’s exciting.
this is someone you used to know :). i’m not supposed to be back anywhere near the 4tranosphere. this place is horrible for me. but it’s not like i’m getting a life irl anytime soon.
reply to my texts D: lets hang out girls day
i’ll come to you! i’m free all the time now i’ll tell you more later bc its kinda doxxy