Its hard for me to tell what’s a joke and what’s not, especially in this community as things I think are jokes end up not being jokes and ppl take them seriously, so when someone jokes about something serious I end up thinking they are not joking. I’m still so sorry about everything I’ll try my best to be normal. I got given advice to find a new community as this place might not be good for me, but I genuinely don’t know where else to go. Sure I could go on mainstream social media but its algorithm is designed to make people angry and idk, I don’t want to be sad. I don’t have a community IRL so I can’t “touch grass”. I’m just stuck here, I don’t belong here clearly but I don’t belong anywhere else. Again sorry 4 everything I will try my absolute hardest not to have autistic meltdowns or take everything literally.