FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK HOW DO I TRANSITION FASTER?!? HOW DO I TELL 16 YR OLD ME IM STUPID AND TO GET ON ESTROGEN. MY CHILDHOOD WAS ROBBED FROM ME. I WANT IT BACK, I WANT MY CHILDHOOD BACK, I CANT BE STUCK LIKE THIS. I CANT. I DONT. IF I KILL MYSELF, MAYBE ILL GET TO RESTART. PLEASE LET ME RESTART. PLEASE LET ME BE HAPPY


im sorry im sorry