Cross posted from https://tranistan.com/post/21525

i feel a strong romantic and sexual attraction towards women, but that’s just something testosterone forced upon me against my will. i have wished i was asexual for as long as i can remember i just want close friendships and cuddling.

and a very small amount of men i can feel this sort of non-sexual attraction to. we could date without ever doing anything sexual and just be like best friends who cuddle and spend time together making each other happy. that’s my ideal relationship, and thanks to my lack of physical attraction to men, its completely doable.

post-srs i’ll start taking a low dose of spiro despite lacking natural testosterone production, because i’ve read that spiro post-srs is the most effective way to kill your libido as a trans woman. i might also lower my estrogen dose a lot.

this would be so fucking amazing. my boyfriend would just be a twink that i never do anything sexual or physically intimate with, and we be the bestest of friends, play vidya, make art, and hug each other in bed.

take that moidbrain, now i’m an ace straight woman, fuxk you