i always asked myself, how is it possible that my moobs still look like moobs, literally tiny ass mounds barely sticking out that can be completely hidden with an unzipped hoodie while im almost 3 years on those stupid ass pills

i coped and coped that its just going to take longer than usual, that its genetics or whatever the fuck. but now, it slowly stops working because i realized that too much prog in your body too early on can fuck up your breast growth. i think this is what happened because i literally took insane cypro doses for so fucking long + prog for one month and now i feel so stupid for trusting that fuckass doctor

i tried to cope harder and maybe just maybe thought its still genetics at play that im an early grower, but no. it just doesnt fucking work when i open that damn breast timeline subreddit and see how every fucking girl there mogs the shit out of me while being 3 years or less on hrt. it really breaks my heart and makes me cry because i see 6 months in the title and all i can think about is roping because my transition failed

before you say anything yes im getting on injections hopefully soon and if within a year nothing changes then thats it. im out, idc i need some real boobs to capture the attention away from my shoulders otherwise life isnt worth living as some shitty facsimile of a woman

    • theirsairOP
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      15 days ago

      i unblocked fittts lemmy because i wanted to be sad and i saw your post and you mog me tbhon

      • CutePlushies
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        15 days ago

        I literally don’t have boobs anywhere in that picture and it is anglefrauded in a dress.

        Sorry tho :c

        • theirsairOP
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          15 days ago

          gain some serious weight maybe? should help to get some curves at least

              • CutePlushies
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                15 days ago

                I guess the problem with gaining is its just my body type is bad. I was overweight bordering on obese for a couple months at one point and I still looked like a stick. Idk where the fat even goes.

                • theirsairOP
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                  15 days ago

                  i think that just comes with being tall and fat. it really took a lot of gaining weight to look visibly fat. im over 35 bmi atm, it doesnt feel good tho so im going to try and lose it

                  • CutePlushies
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                    15 days ago

                    idk if I could do that without causing myself serious health problems because of how every health problem ever runs in my family. But then if its that or kill myself y’know