i always asked myself, how is it possible that my moobs still look like moobs, literally tiny ass mounds barely sticking out that can be completely hidden with an unzipped hoodie while im almost 3 years on those stupid ass pills

i coped and coped that its just going to take longer than usual, that its genetics or whatever the fuck. but now, it slowly stops working because i realized that too much prog in your body too early on can fuck up your breast growth. i think this is what happened because i literally took insane cypro doses for so fucking long + prog for one month and now i feel so stupid for trusting that fuckass doctor

i tried to cope harder and maybe just maybe thought its still genetics at play that im an early grower, but no. it just doesnt fucking work when i open that damn breast timeline subreddit and see how every fucking girl there mogs the shit out of me while being 3 years or less on hrt. it really breaks my heart and makes me cry because i see 6 months in the title and all i can think about is roping because my transition failed

before you say anything yes im getting on injections hopefully soon and if within a year nothing changes then thats it. im out, idc i need some real boobs to capture the attention away from my shoulders otherwise life isnt worth living as some shitty facsimile of a woman