Its been 3 years since I started hrt. What is there even to do at this point, I lost its as simple as that. I am just a mentally ill estrogenized male. I will forever bear the scars of testosterone which take the spotlight from anything estrogen has done. Estrogen will never save my face. I will never be able to get ffs. I’m actually considering detrooning because of how miserable life is and how much easier it would be as a non freak. I will always look weird, and be offputting to those around me. Tell me, how can one survive as a social animal when everyone hates you.