Ngl I find it gross when I see couples kissing in public. Maybe I’m just a total prude in practice (I hope not!!) or it’s just that seeing men kiss is what’s repulsive to me because they are all ugly and stuff or maybe I’m just a fucking loser who gets mad at seeing happy people honestly not sure lmao
But Idk does it really match the hype???
I mean it’s hypotetical I don’t actually know how terrible doing that would be since I have no experience with romance at all. I mean I would probably repress to SOME degree because if I don’t then how am I dating anyone at all but I also exagerated a lot there.
you can repress without doing things that will make you wanna skin yourself alive, i repressed most of my life (cos had no access to hrt) and despite being bi i could never have anything to do with cis women because the dysphoria was just there and real
Well of course I’d like to think I have enough self respect to not fuck myself up and I think I’d rather have my partner know and accept that I’m trans anyways. There isn’t really much point to having a partner if I have to keep hiding myself really.
But at the same time, if someone is going to find me attractive, it will be because they find me handsome, wheather they are okay with me being trans or not. So just dating someone at all requires me to ignore these types of things really. I’m also only attracted to foids so…
But it’s not like I’m dating anyone anytime soon either so who cares really…