I would be so happy if I looked like her. She passes better than 99% of trannies and mogs most cis women to hell and back where it counts and is the prettiest girl in the entire world but she hates herself so much and thinks she’s a man and constantly crashes out and hurts herself over dysphoria. I’m lucky to have such a hot girlfriend but it’s so fucking frustrating. She’s literally goals while I’m huge and will never be small and cute like that because of my fucking bones and I’ll never have a face that pretty without surgery I will never be able to afford. If I looked like her I’d consider my transition done and a complete success. Ig I voicemog but if I had her body I’d have the knowledge of voice training so it wouldn’t matter, and ig I titmog but I’m also fat so hiw tf does that count. Literally everyone I’ve asked has either dodged the question but most told me she’s way prettier than me and they’re right. She obsesses over the fact I’m curvier than her but like literally for everything else I’m cooked. My face is uglier, I’m TALL as fuck (>6ft), my ribcage is huge, my browbone is fucked, I have facial hair that grows so fast, I’m so fucking LARGE and this fucking passoid thinks SHE looks like a man and that I look like a woman? She’s literally every gynephile’s wet dream and literally everyone fawns over her and flirts with her constantly despite her obliviousness to it bc she is almost completely unmasculinized and really really fucking feminine and pretty. I’m so jealous but also so lucky she’s mine and she’s so nice and sweet but the degree to which she hates herself is insane. Yes she has been to lots of therapy and it didn’t help. I love her I’m just frustrated bc I wish I could at least make her see how fucking pretty and amazing and deserving of love she is instead of constantly thinking she is disgusting and pushing me away because she feels undeserving of love and thinks I’m just hugboxing her. I wish I could make her happy. I really fucking wish I could. She has been nothing but good and sweet to me since I have met her and she deserves the world.