It makes me so irrationally angry. He always talks about her. I’m boymoding, but my friend knows I’m on estrogen and have very intense gender dysphoria and still calls me he/him always. Even though that’s kind of what I expect boymoding. But his girlfriend is trying to be a trans “man” despite having 0 dysphoria at all. Me and my friend literally offered to give him test and he vehemently refused. Also despite that and his girlfriend looking completely like a women, he always does the he/him every time and gets mad when I call her a girl.

And she’s super toxic and literally cuts him and forces him to block his friends. But still she gets complete respect and even my other friends call her a man. When I have no respect at all because I’m an ugly foreverhon ewewew. And my friend is basically fetishizing her, the only reason he got with her is because she’s “trans”. He has a ftm fetish but ftms who aren’t actually men because he’s straight.

It just pisses me off so much so irrationally I kind of hate my friend for it.