no one i know irl cares if i die no one on here even knows who i am even though being on here is like 80% of my socializing my gay boyfriend is growing tired of me i was bitching as is so typical of me all i do is complain complain of course people will get tired of me i just bitch and bitch and eventually he gets tired of it and that time is now why live ill never afford surgery ill never be good enough the world is a horrific place where only bad things happen and as time goes on only more bad things will happen WHY LIVE
good things dont happen yall just make up the mythical better future when it doesnt exist why would things change theyve been this way for years and years and theres no reason they would change
nothing is immune to change, especially when you help it along.
whats going to change nothings going to change im not going to be able to afford surgery ever people are never going to like me i will never not be miserable
you could eventually afford surgery or find a way to possibly find assistance for it. There WILL be people that like you, and eventually you will be far less miserable.