For the context my father raped me and my mom knew something is off, but she always found reasons to stay w him like “I just didn’t want u to grow up without a father”, we all know it’s bs, he called her a bitch, tried to threaten me etc. she just to incompetent to live on her own

My father is probably a psychopath who just wants everything to stay the same, so every time he misbehaves I start to push the narrative that he is bad and shit, one time I fought him off w a pepper spray and shit. Fuck them, one raped me another one neglected me, and I was an unwanted child too, a “happy accident” as they say

Now basically I’m a neet and they won’t touch me because it’s better for everyone that way. I don’t do shit for them and milk them for money and housing for what they done to me, while I spend time to on hrt and healing myself in general.

Over the years I sorta fought them off and slowly conditioned them to this point, when I was small I couldn’t say a word in response, now I’m not that easy to manipulate and abuse. And tbh I hope I’ll find a way to make their lives into hell